The gift of ease (Journal Entry)

Tues. Aug. 6 2024 - 1:07pm - Toronto, Canada

Just finished ‘Volume 11’  - my last journal.

Almost the entire last volume revolved around stress-management. What’s causing this tension? Fear of the unknown? Is finances the main cause of the stress?

Is this the ‘Abundance Volume’? Where you truly focus on the riches you have in your life? A reminder of how blessed you are? As you continue to build. 

What is abundance?

A state where it feels like your cup overflows rather than treads below the survival line.

LOVE.

• I am in absolute transcendental love. I'm in a relationship that many people dream of but never get to experience.

• I have loved ones and peers who support me; admire me, and are excited for my journey.

• I have savings. I can pay for my place, I can buy food, experiences, and spend this time working on myself and creations while having that padding. 

• I have a strong body and a sharp mind that carries me and supports me.

So breathe easy.

Knowing that you have the tools and the wind at your back during your flight. And so so much more.

You’ve cultivated resources; money, connections, wisdom, strength - fuel.

Now don’t be afraid to run. Fly. Trust yourself, your abilities, and your intuition.

Fear will only cause you to freeze. And we don’t need that.

We need to keep moving.

And trust that it will be beyond ok.

You need to enjoy the “work” and the building, because one day you’ll look back and realize you had it this whole time. Your dream.

Love, money, creativity, beauty, freedom.

Can you keep your eyes open and see you are living it?

Paradise - the dream life?

Can you accept that? Can you give yourself the gift of ease?

No one else can give it to you if you don’t allow yourself to accept it.

What’s stopping you?

Fixation on a moving target, conditioning? That the chase is the baseline state of existence?

I know that’s what you’re used to, but you are here.

You’ve arrived. 

At your goal. Your dream.

And you will continue to. Over and over again.

Because you are simply existing.

Release.
Ungrip.
Let go.

Let the stone that’s been sitting on your chest sink.

Down. Into the dark.

As you float, soaring into the light.

Flying in the exact way that feels natural.

Like air. Like water.

So what now?

Let’s create. Craft. Play.

Dress up, or dress down.

Expose your soul and light in colours, shadows, and forms.

Let’s go.